Okay, I just did a relationship spread on myself, found here http://www.angelpaths.com/spreads6.htm, and I am blown away. Now I’ve always been pretty good at reading the tarot for others and never quite for myself. But this spread was really good and very informative. Also, I have never ever gotten the lover’s card in a spread before. And it was upright in the final results position. <3 Which is promising since I just met someone.
I like this boy a lot. I don’t know what to do. I think he might be slipping away from me right now. Maybe it was a bad idea to go over and see him at 3am then have sex and leave. He hasn’t texted me as much as he has before. He tells me all the things I want to hear… well not everything. BUt when I told him I was scared that it was one sided, he said it’s not. He told me he wouldn’t lose interest, he wants the same thing I want.
We’re both so compatible. I love how he touched me. It was sweet, caring and made me ache deeply. I keep trying to get him to go out with me, but he comes up with excuses.
Am I just being insecure? Am I obsessing too much? He’s hard to read sometimes. He’s a cancer and I’m a scorpio. I show more passion and I think he needs to warm up to it. I don’t know. I’ll give it some more time.